To love means to care, i.e. to put care into, to nurture and help grow.

I would advocate a less sexually segregated society that allows single people to meet a variety of others and interact without being pressurised into one-night-stands and loveless marriages. And they shouldn't be required to pay a middleman to meet each other. Then it would be possible for people find out for themselves what they really want and future generations might experience happiness.

Actually this is unfinished but given the world is so completely fucked, I hope it might help some people. It helped me when I was young and losing respect for the adult world. Is there a God? How do you know? A lot of awful old christian pillars of the community put me right off, but then so do the atheists fervently converting me. It's quite a difficult topic so I have to choose my words carefully.

• All physical matter is fundamentally the same, made from the same sub-atomic particles and subject to the same forces and laws.
• Under the right conditions, physical matter can grow into living organisms.
• Therefore physical matter has an intrinsic property of life. Just as water has the intrinsic property of boiling under the right conditions, matter under the right conditions will form organisms such as bacteria, living toads, squirrels and people.
• A part of the more complex organisms is a conscious mind, a spirit.
• Therefore the ability to form a mind is another intrinsic property of matter and energy.
• The mind of an organism is therefore a subset of all consciousness throughout the universe
• You may call all this consciousness a great spirit. Other names might be God, Allah and Jehovah
• When an organism dies, the energy we call its consciousness will disperse and become one with the greater world again.

The number of times you have had sex is irrelevant. Please remember that.

From a young age like 14, boys in New Zealand are hit very hard with a hate on the mere suspicion of being a virgin. This hate is so intense that it causes many suicides and has most guys running around desperate enough to almost do murder just to say they've done it. Of course that's not going to be very attractive to girls or make any of these people very good company.

What would a cock do if left to his own devices without living in a culture like this? Three things:

1. Survive - this is the hardest, but once he's accomplishing that, he will
2. Build a nest and
3. Sing.

That's when hens will hear his handsome voice and check him out and there can be Love.

I believe the way to make money is to offer a product or service, to give as well as take. That's why it is good advice to have a trade to fall back on like an electrician or carpenter.

If you are not enjoying the way you live and you wouldn't want any sort of Justice, you have found a true fate worse than Death.

I think I have to spell it out. If you'd have to bloody pray there's no afterlife with what you do, then whatever payoff you get has to be before death.

It is well established that the CIA has secret projects such as MK-ULTRA, ARTICHOKE and COINTELPRO to control people's minds and turn them into zombies programmed to do murder without even knowing it, using all manner of drugs, radiation and sadistic tortures. Bill Clinton even formally apologised for it once. Just do a websearch.

I find it highly plausible that many victims are hypnotised into believing it's aliens abducting them because they would sound crazy and be discredited. They would just be sent to a loony bin to be drugged and tortured some more.

Hell, some of these supposed scientists poking people with needles probably even look weird like aliens as they leer over their victims abusing them every which way. They've probably been experimented on themselves and lurk in secret military bunkers hiding from daylight, getting high off their own supply. Catwalk models often look weird like aliens too.

There are two types of people in my experience who insist that if you've tried weed you therefore must take heroin; right wing political types and pushers.

Religious institutions, once they have a following become an obvious target for manipulation by typical monopolisers craving power and domination. This they have in common with all public entities, political parties, environmental activists, anybody who has reached any level of public visibility or financial independence. Temples are very obvious, sticking out of the landscape, so they are always ripe for the picking.

If I'm ever suicided, I didn't do it.